backtracking.

how dumb am i for giving you a big ol' spiel on "why i blog" and then stop blogging all together for MONTHS?

if there are any of you interested, i will tell you this...life as a mama of three is busy. i know, i know, i've said all that before, but can i be real for a minute and tell you that life is not only busy, but it's friggin' exhausting... my intention every night is to put my beauties to bed, grab a pear cider, and then blog - but by the time i stop yelling at the girls, "you cannot have water, go to bed"..."what do you mean you are hungry, you just ate"...and "stop fighting or you'll wake the baby", i am EXHAUSTED! i collapse into my bed and forget all about the romantic notion of documenting special moments or the things i am into at the moment. there is also a little less pressure to blog on a daily basis because those simple moments that i live for can be easily documented via insta"crack" - ehem - instagram. 

with all that said, i do miss this little space of mine. a space that is not about who is reading {although i am so very grateful to those of you who do read my jibberish}, but more about savoring the moments and things i love. there have been so many amazing things that have happened this past year and i don't want to forget them. i don't want to forget the squishy face aleinah makes on cue , or the wrinkle in nylah's nose when she smiles, or the batman shirt that samirah insists on wearing every single day. i also don't want to forget the personal struggles and triumphs i am currently experiencing - the fact that i am finally, FINALLY, jumping ALL IN and starting a clothing line. gosh! there is so so much and i want to keep it all -  here is where i can do that. so here i go...
let the backtracking commence...